Robert

Robert was a casual acquaintance from Scotland I had known for many years who often sat in spiritual and development groups. He was an unusual fellow because, besides looking like a tiny gnome with small features and very thick glasses, he never had much to say unless it interested him. He, like many of us on the path of spiritual discovery, had an avid interest in the spirit world and anything to do with interesting phenomena. Anytime the group, discussed haunting, spirit phenomena or paranormal activities, Robert’s eyes would light up like two large shining saucers He would drop his rather reserved persona and become incredibly animated, talking endlessly about his interests in great detail. UFO’s were by far his favorite subject. When anyone ever mentioned anything to do with sightings of spacecraft she would begin lecturing with great authority about all his own theories and ideologies on the subject. In his spare time, he was always sending his evidence of photographs of UFOs and strange phenomena to magazines. He had dozens of these photos, all packed nicely in his little black briefcase and he was always showing his rather large collection to anyone who showed even the slightest interest.

One night, he came across to where I was sitting with some friends and asked me about my work as a medium and spiritual healer. We talked for a little bit about the spirit realm and he opened up, revealing that he too had sensed things and seen spirits. He hadn’t, he revealed, always been a loner. In fact before his wife Betty had died from Cancer he had worked with her as a journalist writing articles about the afterlife and spiritual phenomena.

Once she passed away though, he stopped bothering about other company, as his wife was always with him in spirit and he often talked to her at different times about a multitude of things.

At first when he spoke of Betty, Robert was full of merriment and laughter, she was, he said, his soul mate and even now she helped him with his photos and documenting his UFO sightings. But the more he talked about her the sadder and more sentimental he became. His eyes filled with tears, which he wiped away briskly, announcing they were simply tears of joy, not sadness.

“You know,” he said. “I have never stopped loving Betty since the day we met at University. She died in my arms you know. She was very sick.”

When she went I wanted to die as well, but it wasn’t my time, so Betty and me, we made a pact, to stay together, that she’d stay with me here, watching over me, until it was my time to pass.”

“And she kept her promise?” I asked gently.

“Oh yes,” Robert replied, wiping his eyes once again. Then he smiled “As bossy and stubborn headed as she was in life, very quick to tell me what to do, she was.”

We both laughed and then his smile saddened a little. “I still miss her though, having her here the way she was, even though I know she is still around, I still feel the grief. It took me a long time to get over not having her with me like she used to be.”

I nodded. I understood what he meant.

“But after a while it got better, I missed her less. I moved out of our house and lived by the sea. And I noticed, as I felt less and less sad she started to come to see me less often. Now she hardly ever visits me at all.”

He still dreamt of her though and in his dreams she told him that she loved him very dearly and wanted him to know that she was ok but was just ‘off doing her own thing’ in the vast consciousness of the spirit world.

“The funny thing is,” He said, “In the last few days she’s looked different, more radiant, years younger, just like when we first met.”

She had told him that there were many people with her, in the spirit world and for him not to worry. When he awoke from these dreams in the morning he would often find himself crying but he also felt relieved and less anxious.

“I think these dreams where her way of saying goodbye to me. She knew before I did that holding onto her wasn’t helping me live this life. She is letting me go and get on with living.”

Betty, even in death, was giving Robert the one thing truly needed in his life, pure unconditional love. With her love, he was able to fill the empty void from deep within and once again be able to feel happy and content with his own life. He was able to accepted his destiny and let her go, to live his life without her until it was his time.

Captivated by his beautiful story and wanting to know more, I asked Robert what his idea of the spirit world was.

“A vast enormous, undiscovered consciousness of many different shapes, squiggles and vivid colors.” He replied. “A beautiful paradise of nature, mountains and valleys with thousands of colorful flowers. No wars, conflicts or darkness, but a space filled with overwhelming unconditional love.”

“Sounds beautiful.” I said,

“It is, but it’s also like a recycling factory where, with a new spiritual contract, you could get a new body once you died, reincarnate and come back again to earth or anywhere else in the universe, if you chose to. “

Robert had gained these insights through working with his own spiritual guide so he knew his Betty was being looked after and ok.

He then went on and told me about another dream he had. He was a big believer in past lives and this dream felt so real he was sure it was telling him of a life he had experienced before.

“I was in what looked like a sacred and ancient Indian campsite, next to a beautiful river with free running water. Everything around me seemed so uncannily familiar. I began to slowly look around and take everything in and I saw many wild horses, of all different colors, running around freely in front of me, without a care in the world. There were beautiful, snow peaked, untouched mountains behind them, rising into a faultless sky.”

Tears sprang to his eyes. “This place, it was so full of great beauty and overwhelming love. I felt like I was coming home.”

Robert had always felt a great love of nature from a very early age, and a connection to people from indigenous cultures so this dream meant a lot to him.

After a while, while flying around in his dream, he began to see someone familiar in this special place, a young Indian woman. He approached her and looked deeply into her eyes and saw it was his own beloved Betty.

Robert’s story had a big impact on me and we became good friends, often talking through our experiences of past lives and spiritual phenomena. He was also interested in my spiritual classes and was keen to come and sit in my closed circles.

These circles are an integral part of my spiritual growth, because as a teacher and a spiritual medium, I am continually learning myself and going to new levels. Robert soon joined this group and once he relaxed he learnt to bring through his own spiritual guides.

One of these guides was a friendly loving star guide called Tajo. When Tajo spoke through Robert, we found him to be an intelligent, intergalactic being, very loving and extremely funny because of the deadpan way he spoke. He went on to tell us that he had lived on star ships that travelled all over the star systems and other galaxies. It was no wonder Robert had such an incredible interest in UFO’s as his main guide had lived on many planets in many of his life times.

I was pleased to learn this, as I have channeled a star guide for years that I very fondly call three of one. Each time Robert channeled his guide through his body there would be a tremendous shift and exchange of incredible energy within the group as it was so healing.

Tajo would then, through Robert, tell the group in great detail, about his life on other planets and how his own planet had been destroyed for many hundreds of years. Tajo’s ancestors, we soon learnt were a peaceful species, called ‘The Explorer Race’. These were star beings that went to other planets, galaxies and places for scientific and peaceful missions. Tajo went on to say that these missions were fundamental for their own race but did not specify why. It made me think of our own early explorers and pioneers in our earlier centuries here on earth. We were all very honored to have this amazing light being in our group and everyone welcomed him, which I am sure helped Robert as well, because he also felt welcomed.

When Robert wasn’t working he would simply take off and travel all over the world so he could learn more about his own spiritual purpose, here on earth, often attending seminars, spirit conventions and going to all types of native places, like the Amazon.

One of his favorite places, for healing was hidden in the mountains Brazil, where he would go and visit the great healer John of God. If time allowed it he would try and treat himself to a trip once a year as he suffered from many genetic problems within his body, besides having a hip and leg problem leg as well. When I asked him why he did this he just said he was always hopeful to find a cure for anything that ailed him when conventional medicine could not help him.

It was strange how he suffered from these ailments, especially the painful lymphomas, called Dercum’s disease, which were painful fatty benign lumps that just formed under his skin. He had over fifty removed through plastic surgery and was just glad they never grew on his face. When I asked him why he thought he had such a condition, he laughed, “I’m probably an alien or a Hybrid myself and am not compatible with the Earth’s energy.”

This of course was a real joke to him, but I have to admit at times he was definitely strange and I often wondered if he was from another world.

 

The lymphomas were worrying but he said his guide told him he would never get cancer like his ex-wife Betty and other poor souls we knew. I was glad for hem because cancer is a tough spiritual contract to choose. “Is there anything the Doctor’s can do?” I asked him one day.

He just shrugged and shook his head. “Not really. It’s an idiopathic disease, I just have to live with my lot and be ‘a lumpy old man’.

Cancer has touched me, personally and Robert’s belief that his spirit guide could accurately advise him about his lymphomas was completely believable to me as I had experienced my own conversations about health with my star guide, ‘Three of one’ who was able to give me symbols to help me in my own healings. As I was already trained in Reiki and spiritual healing, in my early years, I found these symbols to be very beneficial as I understood their simple energy and resonated with them automatically.

I once used one of the symbols (the cancer symbol the star guide had given me years earlier) on my own father who had terminal cancer of the brain at the time. After a long 18-hour operation, the team of doctors that worked on him finally decided to just close him up said there was nothing more they could do for him. When they wheeled him out to the intensive care they said that he was lucky if he could survive for just a few months.

When my mother was given the prognosis, she insisted that I give him healing as soon as he came out of the recovery room. I told her I would do my best, but if it was God’s will and that he should die, it was not my responsibility and was totally out of my hands. All I could do was do my best and just put the symbols my guide Three of one had given me for cancer.

As soon as he was wheeled out into recovery I was allowed to go in and place the symbol into his crown chakra, (which was the energy point above his head). Luckily for me, my daughter Kaya was by my side and together we both worked on him. After we gave him the healing, my father opened his eyes, looked up at us and smiled so I saw this as a sign that it would go well. In fact, he was able to live on for many years without any problems or signs of the brain cancer and malignancy returning.

 

Everyone has their own spiritual contract but sometimes the human element of sadness and desperation can interfere. After a while, I knew he would be ok, because one day, right out of the blue, one of my favorite aunts, Aunty Gladys, who I was very fond of when she was alive, came through in spirit and gave me a message and said to tell my mother not to worry, as it was not ‘little Reggie’s time’ and that he would be ok. When I told this to my mother, she laughed and said that was good, as Aunty Gladys was never wrong.

ROBERT

 

Robert was a casual acquaintance from Scotland I had known for many years who often sat in spiritual and development groups. He was an unusual fellow because, besides looking like a tiny gnome with small features and very thick glasses, he never had much to say unless it interested him. He, like many of us on the path of spiritual discovery, had an avid interest in the spirit world and anything to do with interesting phenomena. Anytime the group, discussed haunting, spirit phenomena or paranormal activities, Robert’s eyes would light up like two large shining saucers He would drop his rather reserved persona and become incredibly animated, talking endlessly about his interests in great detail. UFO’s were by far his favorite subject. When anyone ever mentioned anything to do with sightings of spacecraft she would begin lecturing with great authority about all his own theories and ideologies on the subject. In his spare time, he was always sending his evidence of photographs of UFOs and strange phenomena to magazines. He had dozens of these photos, all packed nicely in his little black briefcase and he was always showing his rather large collection to anyone who showed even the slightest interest.

One night, he came across to where I was sitting with some friends and asked me about my work as a medium and spiritual healer. We talked for a little bit about the spirit realm and he opened up, revealing that he too had sensed things and seen spirits. He hadn’t, he revealed, always been a loner. In fact before his wife Betty had died from Cancer he had worked with her as a journalist writing articles about the afterlife and spiritual phenomena.

Once she passed away though, he stopped bothering about other company, as his wife was always with him in spirit and he often talked to her at different times about a multitude of things.

At first when he spoke of Betty, Robert was full of merriment and laughter, she was, he said, his soul mate and even now she helped him with his photos and documenting his UFO sightings. But the more he talked about her the sadder and more sentimental he became. His eyes filled with tears, which he wiped away briskly, announcing they were simply tears of joy, not sadness.

“You know,” he said. “I have never stopped loving Betty since the day we met at University. She died in my arms you know. She was very sick.”

When she went I wanted to die as well, but it wasn’t my time, so Betty and me, we made a pact, to stay together, that she’d stay with me here, watching over me, until it was my time to pass.”

“And she kept her promise?” I asked gently.

“Oh yes,” Robert replied, wiping his eyes once again. Then he smiled “As bossy and stubborn headed as she was in life, very quick to tell me what to do, she was.”

We both laughed and then his smile saddened a little. “I still miss her though, having her here the way she was, even though I know she is still around, I still feel the grief. It took me a long time to get over not having her with me like she used to be.”

I nodded. I understood what he meant.

“But after a while it got better, I missed her less. I moved out of our house and lived by the sea. And I noticed, as I felt less and less sad she started to come to see me less often. Now she hardly ever visits me at all.”

He still dreamt of her though and in his dreams she told him that she loved him very dearly and wanted him to know that she was ok but was just ‘off doing her own thing’ in the vast consciousness of the spirit world.

“The funny thing is,” He said, “In the last few days she’s looked different, more radiant, years younger, just like when we first met.”

She had told him that there were many people with her, in the spirit world and for him not to worry. When he awoke from these dreams in the morning he would often find himself crying but he also felt relieved and less anxious.

“I think these dreams where her way of saying goodbye to me. She knew before I did that holding onto her wasn’t helping me live this life. She is letting me go and get on with living.”

Betty, even in death, was giving Robert the one thing truly needed in his life, pure unconditional love. With her love, he was able to fill the empty void from deep within and once again be able to feel happy and content with his own life. He was able to accepted his destiny and let her go, to live his life without her until it was his time.

Captivated by his beautiful story and wanting to know more, I asked Robert what his idea of the spirit world was.

“A vast enormous, undiscovered consciousness of many different shapes, squiggles and vivid colors.” He replied. “A beautiful paradise of nature, mountains and valleys with thousands of colorful flowers. No wars, conflicts or darkness, but a space filled with overwhelming unconditional love.”

“Sounds beautiful.” I said,

“It is, but it’s also like a recycling factory where, with a new spiritual contract, you could get a new body once you died, reincarnate and come back again to earth or anywhere else in the universe, if you chose to. “

Robert had gained these insights through working with his own spiritual guide so he knew his Betty was being looked after and ok.

He then went on and told me about another dream he had. He was a big believer in past lives and this dream felt so real he was sure it was telling him of a life he had experienced before.

“I was in what looked like a sacred and ancient Indian campsite, next to a beautiful river with free running water. Everything around me seemed so uncannily familiar. I began to slowly look around and take everything in and I saw many wild horses, of all different colors, running around freely in front of me, without a care in the world. There were beautiful, snow peaked, untouched mountains behind them, rising into a faultless sky.”

Tears sprang to his eyes. “This place, it was so full of great beauty and overwhelming love. I felt like I was coming home.”

Robert had always felt a great love of nature from a very early age, and a connection to people from indigenous cultures so this dream meant a lot to him.

After a while, while flying around in his dream, he began to see someone familiar in this special place, a young Indian woman. He approached her and looked deeply into her eyes and saw it was his own beloved Betty.

Robert’s story had a big impact on me and we became good friends, often talking through our experiences of past lives and spiritual phenomena. He was also interested in my spiritual classes and was keen to come and sit in my closed circles.

These circles are an integral part of my spiritual growth, because as a teacher and a spiritual medium, I am continually learning myself and going to new levels. Robert soon joined this group and once he relaxed he learnt to bring through his own spiritual guides.

One of these guides was a friendly loving star guide called Tajo. When Tajo spoke through Robert, we found him to be an intelligent, intergalactic being, very loving and extremely funny because of the deadpan way he spoke. He went on to tell us that he had lived on star ships that travelled all over the star systems and other galaxies. It was no wonder Robert had such an incredible interest in UFO’s as his main guide had lived on many planets in many of his life times.

I was pleased to learn this, as I have channeled a star guide for years that I very fondly call three of one. Each time Robert channeled his guide through his body there would be a tremendous shift and exchange of incredible energy within the group as it was so healing.

Tajo would then, through Robert, tell the group in great detail, about his life on other planets and how his own planet had been destroyed for many hundreds of years. Tajo’s ancestors, we soon learnt were a peaceful species, called ‘The Explorer Race’. These were star beings that went to other planets, galaxies and places for scientific and peaceful missions. Tajo went on to say that these missions were fundamental for their own race but did not specify why. It made me think of our own early explorers and pioneers in our earlier centuries here on earth. We were all very honored to have this amazing light being in our group and everyone welcomed him, which I am sure helped Robert as well, because he also felt welcomed.

When Robert wasn’t working he would simply take off and travel all over the world so he could learn more about his own spiritual purpose, here on earth, often attending seminars, spirit conventions and going to all types of native places, like the Amazon.

One of his favorite places, for healing was hidden in the mountains Brazil, where he would go and visit the great healer John of God. If time allowed it he would try and treat himself to a trip once a year as he suffered from many genetic problems within his body, besides having a hip and leg problem leg as well. When I asked him why he did this he just said he was always hopeful to find a cure for anything that ailed him when conventional medicine could not help him.

It was strange how he suffered from these ailments, especially the painful lymphomas, called Dercum’s disease, which were painful fatty benign lumps that just formed under his skin. He had over fifty removed through plastic surgery and was just glad they never grew on his face. When I asked him why he thought he had such a condition, he laughed, “I’m probably an alien or a Hybrid myself and am not compatible with the Earth’s energy.”

This of course was a real joke to him, but I have to admit at times he was definitely strange and I often wondered if he was from another world.

 

The lymphomas were worrying but he said his guide told him he would never get cancer like his ex-wife Betty and other poor souls we knew. I was glad for hem because cancer is a tough spiritual contract to choose. “Is there anything the Doctor’s can do?” I asked him one day.

He just shrugged and shook his head. “Not really. It’s an idiopathic disease, I just have to live with my lot and be ‘a lumpy old man’.

Cancer has touched me, personally and Robert’s belief that his spirit guide could accurately advise him about his lymphomas was completely believable to me as I had experienced my own conversations about health with my star guide, ‘Three of one’ who was able to give me symbols to help me in my own healings. As I was already trained in Reiki and spiritual healing, in my early years, I found these symbols to be very beneficial as I understood their simple energy and resonated with them automatically.

I once used one of the symbols (the cancer symbol the star guide had given me years earlier) on my own father who had terminal cancer of the brain at the time. After a long 18-hour operation, the team of doctors that worked on him finally decided to just close him up said there was nothing more they could do for him. When they wheeled him out to the intensive care they said that he was lucky if he could survive for just a few months.

When my mother was given the prognosis, she insisted that I give him healing as soon as he came out of the recovery room. I told her I would do my best, but if it was God’s will and that he should die, it was not my responsibility and was totally out of my hands. All I could do was do my best and just put the symbols my guide Three of one had given me for cancer.

As soon as he was wheeled out into recovery I was allowed to go in and place the symbol into his crown chakra, (which was the energy point above his head). Luckily for me, my daughter Kaya was by my side and together we both worked on him. After we gave him the healing, my father opened his eyes, looked up at us and smiled so I saw this as a sign that it would go well. In fact, he was able to live on for many years without any problems or signs of the brain cancer and malignancy returning.

Everyone has their own spiritual contract but sometimes the human element of sadness and desperation can interfere. After a while, I knew he would be ok, because one day, right out of the blue, one of my favorite aunts, Aunty Gladys, who I was very fond of when she was alive, came through in spirit and gave me a message and said to tell my mother not to worry, as it was not ‘little Reggie’s time’ and that he would be ok. When I told this to my mother, she laughed and said that was good, as Aunty Gladys was never wrong.

Pictures of Symbols

 

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The Cancer Symbol is placed in the Crown Chakra energy point, at the top of the head.

 

Clearing or Detox

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Place the Clearing or Detox Symbol in the Crown Chakra energy point at the top of the head.

 

To Increase The Age

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Place this symbol in the Crown Chakra energy point at the top of the head.

 

For Animals & People with Arthritis

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Place the symbol in the Crown Chakra energy point at the top of the head.

Kerrie Erwin – Pureview